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Self Worth

Sun Sep 13, 2009, 8:15 PM
I had a most enlightening text conversation with a man who is very dear to me the other day. I was made to look at myself thru his eyes and it was very difficult for me. My friends know about my blah blah blah body issues.... he was very honest with me about that and some other things...
I'm eternally grateful. He made me realize that I'm my own worst enemy and that if I don't value myself, nobody else will either. It was done with the utmost kindness and complete candor. I thought about what he said all night and part of the next day.
Now I'm on a personal mission to shut that negative voice the hell up! Lol! It's so very hard, but I'm muddling thru. Almost like a 12 step program... one day at a time. ;)
So from now on, if u catch me beating myself up, tell me to knock it off! XD
Love u guys!
Thanks so much for ur positive support with my photography.
<3

  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: Led Zeppelin
  • Reading: IM from the above mentioned friend
  • Watching: the moon reflect on the river
  • Playing: with my photography
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: cranberry juice

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:iconxmoshymccoy:
Go Pia!! I'm your number 1 fan! And if you need someone to tell you to shut up just send me a text and I'll do it!
I'm glad your friend really helped you and I'm glad you're realizing what you need to do. Now just stick to it.

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♥ x.m//m
What a drag...
:iconrakushinu:
Dearest Pia, I believe I may have an idea of what you're going through. Since I was young I've had difficulty with my body as well. It controlled me for a while to the point where I would just burst into tears. I've become a bit stronger, but my own image in the mirror still haunts me, though it gives me the courage to look myself in the eyes and make goals to make myself better. You are a beautiful person, and I'm sure many people have that embedded in their hearts. Never stop that fight!


~Ayu

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"Well at least you aren't a Jilly-sandwich."
:iconpiazoe001:
Thank u so much Ayu. You are very kind and I appreciate ur support.
<3
:kitty:

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Smile... It's contagious!
:iconpiazoe001:
*hugs*
Thank u sweetie.
I'm so glad ur a part of my life.
<3
:kitty:

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Smile... It's contagious!
:iconrakushinu:
No prob. Pianess. <3 I know what it's like to go through those hard times, and it still affects me today. v.v Oh high school and it's many stress factors. :/

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"Well at least you aren't a Jilly-sandwich."

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